Fine, I confess
It's the 4th time leaving my bed tonight. apart from casual wear and a seem-to-be more flexible timetable,
It doesn't really appeal to me, at a sense to my life.
I know it's too awkward and kinda immoral, yet i am wholy holy loyal to spoon-feeding.
*(despite countless piles of curses to the system)
It's alright to me to wake up at 7 and go to school, yes truly, I am fine. readings after readings without inspirations,
It's alright to read them, and I totally have no problems sitting reading in the library, whole day.
I just can't sit infronta M2010 and vomit 7page-long shit right away. Time on ever. Fine, no more fancy dreams about uni life plz.
I just want my space, once a week though,
I dun mind chur for the other 3 or 4days, I really don't mind.
I just want my space. I am not for another paternalist education; not for another arbitrary rule;
not for another trap. right xanga is the last place to get rid of plagarism, references, appendix, fuckers and what-you-said responsibilities that nobody's ever be responsible for. here's da last peace imperfect though.
I can blow, I can chat, I can scream and eat, I can shout or wtever I love or I hate to do. YEA I AM FINE THANK YOU.
mid-term doomed; paper doomed;
GPA
Adios!! why on earth are these letters ruling and judging my life? k i've been thinking on why so many bloody ppl stands and smiles to DMs and at the same time smiling who's actually teasing on you (OMG!) for ages, and I quit.
I like cases, I like debating but I hate sitting in lecture hall for hours without grasping the ideas I want and I should know.
So I'm fed up with this mode of life. And damn dun tell me it's so much easier to be EAS 'cuz u skip AL. I'm enough to this sorta bullshit.
yea beat me beat me, i'm just too envious to ppl who leads a life with goals and missions while i lead mine aimlessly. in the past few weeks, suddenly, I wanted to be a librarian.
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